The timeless night.

PROFILE.
RACHEL CHIA 玮婷
26 AUGUST 1995
Temasek Primary School
Anglican High School
Temasek Academy
rachelchia_95@hotmail.com
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TAGBOARD.

LINKS.
* AHSGG
* AHSGG SUNFLOWER
* Aaron
* Charissa
* Chengcheng
* Claudia
* Dave
* Denise
* Desmond
* Dexter
* Dionne
* Enoch
* Eekwee
* Felicia Toh
* Fengjing
* Gabriel
* Gloria
* Guangjun
* Hannah
* Jeremiah
* Jewel
* Jodi
* Joshua Pwee
* Joshua Lee
* Lewis
* Lidan
* Lingshan
* Linjing
* Linying
* Megan
* Natalie
* Pinyi
* Priscilla Ang
* Rachel Ong
* Rachel Tan
* Rongwei
* Sarah Tan
* Shangbo
* Steven
* Sihui
* Szewei
* Titus
* Valerie
* Weilin
* Xiaoqian
* Yeeling
* Yingzhen
* Yunjin

TWITTER.






If you want it, come and ask me YOURSELF. I'd more than gladly tell you. So yeah. Walls have ears and eyes. (:

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For people who still bother coming here, I changed my blog URL again. It's no longer conqueredperfection.blogspot.com cos there were some problems with the formatting and what nots. People who want the new link come and ask me :) Yups.


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Moved! :D Ask me for the link of you want :) I'll give it to you :)

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忘记 - 林俊杰

感觉梦醒着
感觉心痛着
感觉你不在了
谁来证明爱是存在的
我们被困着
被过去骗着
这一切都不一样
世界怎么了

难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起成
说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆

Memory 飘荡如空气
明知你在那里
却又难以跨越的距离
我们在放弃
涂白了记忆
以为就可以伪装无邪的美丽

难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起成
说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆

难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起成
说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆
我却只要那段
最美的回忆

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How Great is our God.

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You know what, prove it.

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I thought it's like obvious enough, isn't it like right before your eyes!

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Ask me yourself, or I'll tell you myself already.

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Happy BIrthday Lingshan! :D

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It's obvious enough, isn't it?

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I know you read this, and cos I'm too afraid of telling you straight in your face, you should make sense of this through here. (: Look at the previous post, and scroll down this page. The second set of lyrics is what I want to tell you. (: Can you get it now?

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Is it that hard to catch a hint? I thought it was obvious enough for you.

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Defying Gravity.

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

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Humanes is screwed. Forget it. Shall not blame anyone already. Just do and do and do.

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It's the fear of repetition that holds me back.

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And counting, and counting.

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Happy Birthday Darius :D HAHA Cake Smash :D

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23rd Week.

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Happy Birthday Sherilyn :D

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HAHA YINGZHEN OMG THAT VID WAS DAMN FUNNY. Now i know why you lauged so hard yesterday night HAHAHA.

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Happy Birthday Singapore :D

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Happy Birthday Tangtang :D

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happy Birthday Daddy :D Love you :D And you can eat the Ritter Sport until you burst HAHAHA :D

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Thanks dear :D Lunch was terribly fattening but it was awesome with you :D HAHAHA. :D

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SOUP :D

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You awakened my soul.

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You know what, I think I'll take up the challenge :D

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I guess I don't really care anymore. Make all the assumptions you like, I don't really care. It's quite amazing though, that make use of all your baseless assumptions to vent your frustration. It will not work. Well, good luck.

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Yes rachel, you shall make this month the last month. Stop remembering stupid dates. They're worthless and unimportant. Stop it stop it stop it.

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5 months. Oh look, turns out I'm still counting. Subconciously. I knew. But I tried to act like I didn't in school today. Oops, guess I still count.

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Yes i like him. Is that enough to stop all your asking?

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Stop it. Stop all this crziness before your true feelings start to sink in. You must do it.

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I wonder why. I really wonder why.

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Dear heart, would you for once be kind to me and give me the correct message? I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks.

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Stop falling.

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I wonder if my heart's giving me the correct message this time.

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OMG Who ever let you touch her stuff?! What's so fucking wrong with you.

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Today was a horrible day with the nonsensical math test.

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Stopped counting. I'm over you. I guess.

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I thought. I just thought.

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I wish you would get it.

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Happy Birthday Yeeling (:

I know we aren't that close anymore, and we never will be, but oh wells. Thanks for everything you've done. Knowing you was one of the best part of my life so far in TA. You really brightened up my days. Hope you have/had a blessed 15th. <3 you (:

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I think tumblr's back to normal :D Everything seems to be back to normal :D

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Here you go :D Thanks so much for everything dear. Especially for the past few weeks. I'm sorry for always venting out my frustration on you, and thanks for always being so patient with me. To tell the truth, I really miss how we were a year ago. I haven't forgotten, and I know you know I know. xD Even though we weren't that close as compared to now, I really miss those times. A lot. But oh wells, it's fine now too :D I really enjoy all the times I spend with you, really. You've been my pillar of support all this while, and I really love you for that. And please stop apologising :) I've told you that I'm not mad at you, at all. Really. I see no point in getting mad at you, and furthermore I have no right to be mad at you. I was just sad that you chose to keep your problems from me. But it's only now that I understand why you did so. I'm sorry for being so immature and so unreasonable. Okay. I hope this post is long enough YAY :D And stop eating the grapes, there's liquor in it I think HAHAHA. :D Wait you get all drunk HAHA xD Yay I love you dear <3

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Today was an okay day. I had to sit out PE. I couldn't take 2.4 ): Sucks lah, wasted my holiday training so hard till get under 11 min. Then come and stupidly fall down the steps. Oh wells. Chinese kaocha, ocmpleting math hw. I think I suck at Math A. I can't get a single thing about the current Math A topic. But Math B's okay, for now. Trigo part I and II, that is. Didn't really get Trigo III today, and there's a test coming up the coming Friday. Good job, rachel. Oh well. LA and it was really super boring. So was Math. But my new group's real fun :D Sangeetha, Willie, Lingshan and Yajun. HAHA. Punching holes in all our papers and shooting rubberbands. Had bio afterwards, which was really slack. Completing flowchart tmrw :D LUNCH. OMG lunch was super fattening. HAHA Haven't eaten so much for like 7124127477139075 years already. Math B after that, and last Guitar lesson. Debates was okay, I guess. But somehow debates is becoming like this mugging club or something. The fun that we all had at the start of the year has somehow just disappeared. Really tired. Came home and fell asleep on the floor. HAHA. Friend is over now (: Shall dedicate the next post to him since he has requested :D

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I decided to start studying, and thus I don't facebook/blog anymore. HAHA joke. I spend much more time on Tumblr nowadays. xD But Tumblr's freaking me out so I'm stopping temporarily. HAHA.

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I wish things had turned out differently

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It's not that I've forgotten, it's just that I don't wish to remember anymore.

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My tumblr's having some weird problems now. HAHA It suddenly put I follow 973 tumblrs when I only follow 452 tumblrs the last time I checked. Haha. Then I logged out and logged in again and then now I'm not following anyone. HAHA.

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Come to think of it, it's like a burden off my chest now. But at least I've learnt what to do in future when I encounter these kind of problems :D

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What if I told you I love you?

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I can't care less anymore.

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Over You.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

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I've come to the point of realisation that I don't need you anymore, and life will go on without you. Perhaps I wouldn't have said the same 1 week ago, but not now.

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